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  • Mar 31
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I think the worst part of being in the hospital was lights out. The silence, the silence drove me mad. Then was when I was left to my thoughts. Sure I always thought about stuff before bed, but this was entirely different. All I could think about was that I would never get out. Each minute seemed like a day at night. I would quietly sob. I felt helpless. I was at the mercy of the doctors. Only they could say when I could go. Not my parents, not me. Just them.  I swore I heard a clock ticking but there was no clock, not unless you counted the digital alarm clock that only made noise at 5 am. And that fucking alarm, I never heard anything so an
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In 2007, when I was 14, I was in a psych ward for a month (two weeks as an inpatient and two weeks as an outpatient). I never before wrote a proper recollection of my time there, so I figured I should do it already. I wish I wrote a journal while I was there, but at that time that was not a priority for me. It would have been better if I had written about it shortly after I got out because it would be fresh in my mind. Over 4 years later, it's now a faded memory. But this faded memory was something that was a significant part of my life. I said goodbye to my forum friends. For the past six months or so, that place was my safe haven. It was
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with !KristyPwnage (https://www.deviantart.com/kristypwnage).
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Thank you for the fav! :hug:
You're welcome! You do beautiful work! =)
Thanks for the fav
You're welcome. Your fanart of Lemongrab is ACCEPTABLLLLEEEE! Sorry, I had to XD
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